Money Money Money

Been spending quite a bit recently. Think have to cut down a bit bit. Going for movie with bear on Saturday too. Have to hold out till then. Looking forward to it already!

Oh, Allan’s having his 21st on that day too. Dang. What a clash. Too bad man. Sis comes first. Blea! Haha. Maybe dropping by for a while at night though.

Project!

Heh. I have this great idea to make SOMETHING. Shall put it down on paper soon! Haha. Can’t wait. I can picture it in my mind. Looks terrific already!

Die! Bitch Die!

Ok relax, this isn’t directed at anyone. Unlike the two posts sometime back.

Read abt a theory quite some time back. Someone mentioned that anger and laughter can both comes from the fear of something. Sounds incredulous eh? Especially so for laughter.

They explained it using horror movies. How do people react during a horror show? Some jolt and jump in their seats. Others just scream their head off. Some cower behind the boyfriends or bags. Some hit the one next to them and others just grab whatever they can. And some? They laugh it off.

In the face of extreme fear and horror. People balance the extreme with the extreme. They laugh to balance the fear within themselves, countering one extreme emotion with another.

What about anger? Take a rape victim for example. Her fear will result into great anger. Why? Why her? Why are people doing this to her? And with that great anger, she might resort to taking her own life or that of the rapist. With the proverbial strength of ten men they say….

Hmm radical huh, seemed so at first. But kinda makes sense the more you think about it.

Perhaps that’s why I’m always angry, maybe I am afraid… but of what?

Hmmm… afraid and unsure I guess.

Here comes the bride.

Saw the wedding of Evelyn and Darren. So sweet. Wish them all the best. They’re so in love. *beams*

Argh.

I have decided not to go ahead. Not as if it’ll change anything. *shrugs* But to those who BOTHERED to care. Thanks for listening. Thank you so much Christine. Thank you too Sam.