The Stars And Me

Got this off Sheila's Blog. Not sure if it's for males or females. But decided to post it up nontheless.

Pisces - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You're very tuned into your lover's feelings - and always doing something caring. Sweetness - you're the most romantic person your parnter has ever met. You get easily swept away and are a total delight to fall in love with. Your negative traits: You are super duper sensitive and find it hard to get out of a sad mood. It's difficult for you to tell your sweetie no, even when you should. You often tell your partner what they want to hear, instead of being honest. Your ideal partner: Is straight from a fairy tale - the man or woman of your dreams Is a total romantic, with an artistic or creative side Loves to express their love to you, in all sorts of unique ways Your dating style: Dreamy. You like traditional romantic dates, like picnics in the park and candlelight dinners. Your seduction style: Fearless - you try what your parnter suggests, no matter how unusual. Loving. You'll take your pleasure second, if necessary. Internal. A lot of your enjoyment takes place within your head. Tips for the future: Be more realistic. Your romantic ideal is nice, but it may just not happen. Let go of your fear of rejection - it's holding you back from being with your true love. Open yourself up to a new love. The person you think you want make not be the one.. Best place to meet someone online: Platinum Romance - singles who value love, romance, and caring relationships as much as you do Best color to attract mate: Seafoam green Best day for a date: Friday Get your free love profile at Blogthings.

Woah. It's DAMN scary I swear! For all the time I've always snorted at all these zodiac nonsense... Especially the picnic in the park part. Heh. Guilty. Been bugging lots of people to go for one with me. Haha. It just seems so fun! Even in our local sweltering heat.

Plus, I do want someone to intrigue me. To sweep me off my feet (never mind that I'm a guy, we're entitled to be romanced too). Heh. Like Fel says... Some one sweet AND Sassy. Grins.

Literary Therapy

Went to Kino yesterday. Haven’t been there in ages. Jammed packed. Bought two books – The Fight Club by Chuck Palahniuk and I, Lucifer by Glen Duncan. Helped Bijun got the Last Juror by John Grisham. Was kinda rushing for Cell Group, couldn't wait for someone to msg me. So sorry C, couldn't get The Life of Pi for you. Feels bad.
The Fight Club reminds me of The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath. Books, which explores people turning insane, are such a joy to read. Everything’s so warped, incredulous and yet, there’s this sense of order. Esp. so in the Bell Jar, Plath’s account of how exactly she went insane step by step. She was going mad, and she knows it! How exciting!

It’s like you know you’re going off your knockers and yet you allow yourself to! Such indulgence! Such a thrill!

Shall let you peeps know how that two books are when I’m done. Shouldn’t be a disappointment at all.

Road Trippin

Ok. Maybe that’s an exaggeration.

Heading to Genting this December for church camp. May be heading to Bangkok, Thailand for shopping in March. So excited. Looking forward to it all already.

Should be pretty fun. Yay!

Can’t Wait.

I can’t wait. It’s beginning to feel a lot more like Xmas already.

I Know The One Who Holds The Stars In The Heavens In The Palm Of His Hands.

October tenth. Weiyang’s birthday, and from this day hence, mine too.

Spiritual birthday. *Grins* That’s the day I accepted Christ into my life as my Lord and personal savior. Hmmm, what can I say? Well, the decision was an eventual one I guess. I recognize the fact that there is an almighty being working in our life, and I guess my search for him kinda culminated last weekend in my acceptance of Him.

For quite a while, I’ve been listening to His words. Trying to see for myself if He’s really the one. And for some reasons, something has always been holding me back. I couldn’t convince/affirm myself.

Sandra shared something with me last Sunday.

“To be transported by an airplane, we must place our faith in the trustworthiness of the aircraft and the pilot who flies it. Our feelings of confidence or fear do not affect the ability of the airplane to transport us, though they do affect how much we enjoy the trip. In the same way, we as Christians do not depend on feelings or emotions, but place our faith (trust) in the trustworthiness of God and the promises of His Word.”

Kinda read through that twice. And I couldn’t explain it but I felt so at ease. So… reassured. That passage kinda “talked” to me. And finally, it felt right. All the holding back previously, all those unexplained uncertainty just faded away. Maybe, that’s Him making his presence felt.

And so I thank Ivy, for first sowing the seeds relentlessly for two years.

And I thank Sandra, for approaching me and asking and for being so patient when I take my first few baby steps in this journey.

And I thank Francis, Weiyang and the entire cg who tends to me faithfully, without any expectations in return. As how a farmer will seeds that have been sown.

And I thank God. For letting me grow in his garden.

Woah

People. Go check out Avis' blog. Pretty cool if you ask me. Go see. There's a link on the right.

Fashionable? Questionable.

What the hell is it with train platforms and people leaping off them? Has it become the new fashionable way to kill oneself these days? The last time I checked, trains were good only for 1) transportation & 2) pushing people onto their paths.

If you ask me, going under the wheels of a train is a pretty gross way to go. Imagine ur body being dragged a distance, all ur blood and innards spreading along the rail. You know they won’t bother to clean up properly. Come on, just face it. Dried blood’s the same color as rust. Doubt they’ll bother to dig and scrape between the small crevices or in between the rails. Maybe, just maybe, if they’re in a hardworking mood for that day, they might just hose the rest of you out. But that damages the electronics, so… yup. You’ll become a permanent feature of our very own railway. Talk about leaving your mark in history…

Sheesh, kinda freaky. Please, if you have to go. Please choose a less painful way. Like eating army food.

Weird Dreams.

I think I should go become a creative director for slasher flicks or something, weird ideas on how to inflict pain just pops up into my mind.

The other day I was looking at the crane near the workshop. You know, the kind they used to haul up the engine as they worked on it?

Well, suddenly it occurred to me that…. It will be REALLY painful if you smash an iron corrugated spike through both palms and then hoist that person up using heavy chains and the crane.

It’ll be painful if you let him hang there, weighed down by his own body, with his own blood, dripping and oozing down his arms.

But the thing is, that’s not the end to the fun. Think it’ll be MORE painful if you lower him, so much so that his toes barely touch the ground when fully stretched. That way, in order to alleviate the pressure on his palms, he’ll try hard to tiptoe and support his own weight. But that wouldn’t really work considering the sheer minimal amt of space we leave him. His toes will touch, but just barely… as he struggles to get a “footing” he’ll inevitably lose his balance and jerk sharply on the chains. Imagine the bolts of shearing pain that’ll run through his body. And because of the pain, he’ll try even harder to tiptoe to lessen the pain.

Haha, who knows, maybe he’ll jerk so hard that by the third attempt, all that’s left behind might be a bloody stump.

Cool eh?